Bunny In The Foxhole

So starts a new year,and the 4th of us being in Iraq.I am really,really depressed about it.War was/is never a good thing to begin with,and eventually,I knew it would hit closer to home.Meaning that someone who I am very very very fond of has received orders to go back.It will be his 2nd time there.He just told me...Wed night.(I won't say too much,cos I will do anything to protect him and his privacy.)I needed an outlet I reckon you could say. Cos I have all these tears and frustrations and I just dont know what to do with them.It goes without saying that I will always be there for him and behind him,no matter what.And damn anyone like Sheehan who DARES put him and his job down!
Yeah,I am getting ahead of things,since it is later in the year that this will happen.And believe me,I am doing a LOT of praying that A) The war will end. And B) His orders will be changed.Its a tall order I know,but hey,I can wish and ask right.I've spent over a year "chasing" him,as I like to say,so he's gotten to be perty important to me.And yes,I am totally grateful I have gotten the honor/privilege of having my "sexay lil devil" in my life.Other things are changing as well...as in I dont know how much I will get to see him,normally its a daily chat, tease,flirt..what have ya.But now..he is about to move...further away.And that bothers me too.
I guess once I cry myself out,I will look deep inside myself and find the strength to carry on,and not let my "sugar britches" down.He's not a mushy fellow,I dont think he can handle women cry,and he just dont wanna admit it..LoL.
I am very very fortunate to have a mess of friends to turn to when I have a bad day.So for that,I am also grateful.
I just have to say it again....War..END!! We want our troops home,and NOT to ever go back to the mid east!!
~Sending lotsa liebe to my very special Paratrooper~